an outhouse

One of the the things I love most about Haiti is that you can never know just what to expect.  Initially I thought I was coming to Haiti to serve the Haitians.  What I have found out though, is that they really are more of a blessing to me.  I find that the same is true with medical teams that come to serve with NVM.  The medical teams come prepared to assess and treat patients.  They prepare by having a lot of team meetings and packing suitcase after suitcase with the needed medications and supplies.  What I love is that the team has no idea what is truly ahead of them though.  Yes, the team will give excellent medical care.  And yes, they will treat infections and love on each of the patients.  What is really fun to watch though is how the community that the team is serving actually turns around and blesses the team.  It isn't uncommon for the community to give me a basket of whatever fruit is in season to say "thank you" for coming and serving.  It isn't uncommon for the team members to leave feeling very blessed by conversations had with patients.  Recently I took a team to Fond Cheval, a small village that is tucked away up in the mountain.  Fond Cheval is one of my favorite places to take medical teams.  The community has a lot of older people and everyone tends to be more laid back.  Recently as the team was unloading the truck the Pastor told me and another NVM staff member that he had something to show us.  He led us down this little path through the field where we ended up at a small cement structure.  He lifted a sleeping bag and I instantly realized that he was showing us a new outhouse that the community built for us and any of the visiting teams to use.  I was so very humbled in that moment.  He was so very proud to tell us that the teams no longer needed to squat behind a tree but rather there was a space set aside just for them.  He even showed us that there was a side for the boys and another for the girls.  He practically giggled when I asked if I could take pictures of the new outhouse.  As the day progressed, I loved watching the faces of each person in the community beam with pride each and every time they saw a team member walk towards the outhouse.  It has been a blessing to watch as the teams and community have learned to serve each other and as relationships have started to form.

A medical team running a mobile medical camp under
the huge avocado tree in Fond Cheval!  

haitian metal art

I love when I can buy things locally that support Haitians who are working hard to support their families.  There is a community nearby that creates art from steel drums.  The nurse side of me can't even comprehend how these men are able to create something so beautiful out of these barrels.  The barrels are by no means pretty!  I love knowing that because these men are working, they are able to better provide for their families.  I enjoy going to the metal market and watching as the men create everything from bracelets to beautiful pieces to be displayed on the wall.  I thought you would like seeing the steps that are involved in creating the metal art.  (Thanks to Tina our gift shop manager who researched all of this information!)

1~ To prepare the steel drums, the top and bottom must be cut off.  

The drums are then cut from top to bottom. 

2~The drums are then stuffed with dried plantain leaves and set on fire.  Setting the 

steel drums on fire helps to remove any pain and residue, thus, cleaning the drum.

3~ After the steel drums have cooled off they are then flattened by the 

men literally pushing on the them.

4~ After a lot of hard work the steel drums are completely flattened.

5~ The metal artist then begins to make his design on the metal drum surface.  

The artists make everything from beautiful wall decorations, bowls, 

chairs, and the list is endless.

6~ Using a hammer and chisel, the design is cut and the final details 

and textures are applied.

7~ After the deign is finished, the metal artists goes over the entire piece with a 

steel brush to clean and smooth the metal art.

8~ A sealant is then applied to the metal art to protect is from rusting.

9~ Some metal artists will also pain their metal art.

10~The final product!

Below are photos of some of the metal art I've purchased. 

i'm back!

The door to my house was all decorated for my return to Haiti!  

Sisters Mila and Yarley all dressed up for prom!

I'm back in Haiti after what seemed like a whirlwind trip to Indiana!  I'm always amazed at just how quickly life moves in the States- there is always something to do and someplace to go!  The longer I'm gone though, the more I realize what I truly miss is time with my family and friends.  Sure, I miss having lots of different foods, my independence, and a Target (oh, how I miss Target!) nearby.  But even more so, I miss not being a part of my family and friend's daily lives.  I loved that I got to go to my sister-in-law's graduation- so proud of Crystal!!  And my sister Mila had prom!  It was so fun helping her get ready and watching as her group of friends headed off to a fun weekend of events.  I got to spend a lot of time with my nieces which was just what this Aunt loves.  I was even in town over grand-persons day at Madison and Caitlin's school which was a lot of fun to attend.  I also got to spend an entire week with my youngest niece Ava.  My nieces really are the cutest and smartest kids out there!  I also got to help my mom plant lots of flowers and her garden.  I forgot just how much I used to love working outside in the garden and in my flower beds that I used to have at my house.  It was nice being outside when the temperatures weren't unbearable and there was no humidity!  The time went too quickly but I was also ready to head back home to my Haitian family.  

My nieces Caitlin, Madison, and Ava.  

Oh how I missed these little faces!

I missed all these little faces while I was gone and love that I am back home again with them.  They all had lots to tell me and were pretty excited to hear that I wouldn't be leaving again for awhile.  I traveled back to Haiti with two of the nursing students who will be interning in our medical clinic at NVM this summer.  Lindsey and Carli have already jumped right into life here and have made lots of friends in the village.  It always amazes me how quickly the nursing interns pick up on the language and how eager they are to learn.

Lindsey is a senior nursing student at Purdue.  She was a nursing
intern in the clinic last year too.  LOVE having her back in Haiti!!

Carli is a senior nursing student at IU.  If you saw her in the clinic
and village you would have no idea that this is her first time to Haiti and
her first missions experience.  She has already made lots of friends and is learning lots!

 One of the nurses I live and work with got engaged recently.  I couldn't be more excited for Katherine and Chris!  All of the women on staff at NVM decided it would be fun to have a surprise bridal shower for Katherine.  I love that I was able to celebrate with Katherine and that I get to serve with such an amazing group of women.  Living away from my friends and family that live in Indiana is hard and yet I feel completely blessed to also have a huge family in the Haitian and American's that I live and serve with.

Myself, Katherine, and Leslee.  I am blessed to not only
work with them but to also have them as my friends!

afternoon visits

Renalto is very loved!

One of my new favorites moments in the afternoons is when I ask the kiddos if they want to go on a walk.  They typically jump up and down yelling "wi, wi" and then race off to get dressed for the adventure.  There have been several new babies born in the last few months near where a majority of my little friends live.  They love visiting the new little ones and think it's absolutely hilarious to talk to the infants.  They all crowd around and proclaim just how cute the new little one is.  Renalto is one of our favorite little guys.  He is so happy and is always full of giggles when we visit.  The kids all gather in as close as they can get and do everything possible to get him to laugh at them.  It's precious watching them talk to him and how he responds to them.  The kids love getting to touch his feet and hands.  It is one of the highlights of their day when we find out that Renalto isn't napping and we can all crowd into his home for a visit!  In many ways it seems like just yesterday all of my kiddos were infants and toddlers.  Oh they have grown up so quickly!  I love knowing that before long Renalto and the others will be tagging along to visit another home and joining in on singing the color songs and learning to count.  Love these precious moments with my little friends!

The momma's wanted to get a picture of them sitting!
Clearly they needed a little help=)

Three of the new babies in Chambrun!

Today I'm sharing a blog that my friend Katherine (we live and serve together at NVM) wrote.  There are so many times when people ask me questions that I have no answers for.  This is just a glimpse into what clinic was like this last week.  I feel so blessed to serve with Katherine and Leslee (another nurse that works at NVM)!

Written by: Katherine Clancey (www.katherineclancey.wordpress.com)

 I’ve heard people say things like, “Now I’m socially awkward. I feel like I can’t relate to people and I never know what to say when they ask about Haiti.” “Why are you so angry (sad/depressed/upset/doubting)? My friends have gone on mission trips and they came back excited and happy and feeling really close to God.” “Yeah she liked her trip there but it was just a trip, she’s not going to move there or anything.” I just got back from a quick trip to the States. It was a wonderful time of rest. I drank a lot of Starbucks, I watched a lot of HGTV, and ate more than my fair share of fresh fruits and vegetables. I spent a lot of time with loved ones and I enjoyed the freedom of being able to go anywhere, at anytime, sometimes even by myself. By the time I got back to where I live in Haiti, it was late Sunday night. A full week was ahead of me. Let me walk you through it.
Monday: My ears spent the day readjusting to Creole. Every time someone spoke to me, my brain kept shutting down because it’d had the luxury of thinking and speaking one language for a few days. So, I spent all day forcing myself to calm down and listen. Ah, the joys of continually learning a second language ☺ We went down to the village that afternoon and a few minutes after we had arrived, a woman came over and told us someone was sick. When she pointed over to our friend’s house, we were confused. Brooke, Leslee, and I entered her home. She sat on the ground holding her baby. After my eyes had adjusted to the dim lighting, I saw that her once plumpy and thriving son was now severely malnourished. The three of us sat down on the dirt floor next to her and listened. She explained she didn’t know what was wrong, he had been crying a lot and someone had told her to stop breastfeeding him because her milk was no longer good. While she was talking, the baby reached his twig like arms up and clasped his fingers together. His eyes, which looked abnormally large on his sunken face, traced this movement like any normal 7-month-old would do. As I sat there on the floor with this woman, covered in dirt, searching for what to say because I didn’t know why either I thought, “Yesterday I was drinking Starbucks. How do you ever explain moments like this to people?”
Tuesday: Our friend brought her malnourished son through our clinic and we gave them supplies to go to the hospital immediately. We told her she needed to speak strongly to the hospital workers, to fight for her son to be admitted. There are too many sick children and not enough resources; hospitals can’t admit every sick and malnourished child that comes by. As soon as she left we went to take care of a young woman whose family members had carried her in. A year ago she’d started having seizures multiple times a day and was now blind, deaf, and unable to walk because of them. I watched as she cried out in confusion, her family members helping her go to the bathroom and cleaning her up. We gave her IV fluids and we gave her seizure medication. The brain damage that had already been done was permanent. They took her back home.
Wednesday: Several of the women have been pregnant down in the village, and that afternoon we were going to meet another new baby. I felt privileged to enter our friend’s house and see her smiling and holding her baby. I gave her a kiss and she said her stomach hurt but otherwise she felt ok. Her toddler daughter came walking in and pushed through the crowd of kids to get closest to her new brother. I asked the girl if she knew who the heck this baby was her mom was holding, and both her mother and I giggled when the little girl nodded. But, as we walked back that day I couldn’t help but confess to Brooke and Leslee what’d I been thinking for a few months. I watched each of these women as they were pregnant, watched their bellies get bigger with life, and watched them hold their newborn babies. In my mind, I kept counting, “One, two, three, four babies…and statistics say…so which one will die?” They nodded in agreement that this was a frightening yet true thought. I silently prayed that God would not let these babies become statistics.
Thursday: I handed a patient’s chart to Brooke and then turned around to see a woman half-dragging her husband into the clinic. As I started my physical assessment, his wife told me that 4 days ago he’d had a really high fever and then a seizure. After the seizure his muscles had been contracted like this with immense pain. All of the nurses were thinking the same thing, “Why did they come here? That’s not just a cold or an infection, they should’ve saved their money and gone to the hospital.” After the doctor referred them to a hospital, Brooke talked to the wife about how important it was they go. The wife told her that on Sunday after his seizure, she knew he was really sick but they didn’t have money to go to the doctor. So they waited 4 days until they finally had enough money. We were the closest clinic so they came to us. The woman’s eyes were wide the whole time Brooke explained that her husband and the father of her children was severely sick. Their ride to the hospital came and out he was carried. After he left, we admitted a 13-month-old child into our malnutrition program that was so malnourished she could barely hold her head up.
Friday: “The baby died.” We had just triaged the first patient. “What? Which baby?” “The newborn we visited Wednesday.” Statistics were right again. When we went to visit our friend for the second time in two days, we found her sitting in her sister’s house. There were three other babies in the house, ranging from one month to four months old. It highlighted the injustice of her situation for me as she sat there holding another woman’s new infant. I don’t know why infant mortality is so high in the village. And I don’t know how to tell someone that Jesus loves her when she doesn’t believe in Him and she has just buried her child. “Two weeks ago I was at a restaurant watching a basketball game…” I thought to myself as we walked home exhausted from the week.
So, I still don’t know. I don’t know how to “fit in again” or answer questions well. I don’t know how to explain to people that you can see God very clearly some days and other days seem to scream, “There is no God!” I can’t explain how deeply blessed and how heavily burdened I am from living here. I ended my week by reading this…
“Yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will reveal to us later. For all creation is waiting eagerly for that future day when God will reveal who his children really are. Against its will, all creation was subjected to God’s curse. But with eager hope, the creation looks forward to the day when it will join God’s children in glorious freedom from death and decay. For we know that all creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. We believers also groan, even though we have the Holy Spirit within us as a foretaste of future glory, for we long for our bodies to be released from sin and suffering. And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.” -Romans 8

They aren't quiet ready to sit up, but that doesn't stop us!

Four new kids we've admitted into our malnutrition program.

called to love

"Sometimes working in a Third World Country makes me feel like I am emptying the ocean with an eyedropper.  And just when I have about a half a cup full of water it rains.  Love is the reason I just keep filling up my little eyedropper, keep filling it up and emptying my ocean one drop at a time.  I'm not here to eliminate poverty, to eradicate disease, to put a stop to people abandoning babies.  I'm just here to love."

~Katie Davis

I don't know why water has so much symbolism for me.  I think it's ironic that I live on an island and one of the best ways I can describe how I'm feeling is by the example of water.  Today it poured.  And when I say it poured, I don't mean that rain literally fell from the sky.  It felt like a tropical storm swept across my little piece of the world without any warning.  Today was one of those moments where I felt like it was all I could do to stay on my feet.  Moments where I wanted nothing more than to fall on my knees with prayers in desperation.  While playing in the village this afternoon, one of the older women stopped over and said a child was sick and that Katherine, Leslee, and I needed to go to the child's home.  None of us were prepared for what we would find when we entered the home of our friend.  We found our friend and her little boy sitting on the floor.  The little seven month old was sprawled out across his mothers lap.  His mother said he hadn't been eating or breastfeeding well and that he had been sick for two weeks.  At first I was confused and just taken off guard.  I had felt this little boy kick in his mother's womb throughout her pregnancy.  I had met this little boy just hours after he was born.  This little boy had always been chunky and well cared for.  No one had told Katherine, Leslee, or I that he had been sick before this moment.  I had passed by his home and talked with his mother just days before.  Nothing was said.  The chunky little boy that I'd known for seven months wasn't there.  Rather, here was this child that was incredibly severely malnourished.  This child barely had life in him.  His body was nothing but bones.  His mother said that her breast milk was no longer good, and that another person had told her to stop breastfeeding him. She said he no longer had an appetite.  This sweet baby boy just stared at us.  He stared at us with this haunting look in his eyes.  Just a few months ago, he had been able to sit and had started pulling himself around to begin crawling before he became sick.  Now he was lifeless in his mothers lap.  I don't know what happened.  We are in the village almost daily.  We sit and play with the older children just two homes over from this family's home.  We have greeted his family each and every afternoon and no one has said a thing.  It's moments like these ones when it literally pours.  We talked with his mother and told her that she had to bring him to the clinic.  We told her that we loved both her and her son, and that we wanted to help them through this.  We said that we would pray for them and we will.  I walked home so frustrated.  I was frustrated that this had happened right before my own eyes.  I'm still in shock, and honestly I am just overwhelmed by how sick this little boy was.  As I walked home I felt hopeless.  The whole situation felt hopeless.  I want to see poverty, malnutrition, and everything that is unjust eradicated.  I want to see the children healthy, and not just surviving, but rather thriving.  And yet, none of this is in my control.  I am not called to figure out all the pieces or to solve everything in Chambrun. I'm called to love.  So today I choose to love.  I choose to walk and intentionally seek His face.  

The top band is his arm circumference 88mm.
The bottom band shows the lowest arm circumference possible for
him to not be considered malnourished/at risk- 136mm.  

20 ounce coke bottle cap (left)- 98mm
This sweet little boy's arm measurement (right)- 88mm

march newsletter!

The March newsletter has finally been mailed!  Click on the link below for the web version of the newsletter.  Let me know (brookes_00@yahoo.com) if you would like to feel extra special and receive a copy in the mail!

 http://www.ministryupdates.org/smalley

And just in case you want to see more photos- click on the links below!  

(you do NOT need a fb account to see the pictures!)

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Ashley

It isn't an uncommon thing for a mother to ask me to take her child.  At first it really frustrated me.  Now it just breaks me.  Life here is hard and I've learned that there is so much more behind every request for me to take someones child.

I remember meeting Ashley and her mother in our clinic.  Katherine (another American nurse that I work with) and I sat down with this woman to admit her daughter into our malnutrition program.  The first thing Ashley's mother did was beg us to take her baby.  She came to our clinic because she wanted Katherine and I to take the baby.  Katherine and I sat and listened as we heard this woman's story.  She was 18 years old and wasn't actually the mother of the baby, but rather her cousin.  Ashley's mother died when she was just eight days old and her father wasn't involved.  This woman had been raising Ashley since her mother died.  Another family member had been allowing the two of them to live with her, but was threatening to kick them out because she no longer wanted a baby in her house.  We explained to Ashley's mom that our malnutrition program wasn't an inpatient program and that we couldn't actually take her baby.  We told her that we would love to walk beside and partner with her as she cared for Ashley.  We asked her to keep Ashley and to commit to coming to a malnutrition appointment every two weeks in our clinic.  We told her that we would pray for her to have the strength needed to provide and care for Ashley.  We told her that God had a plan for this sweet little baby and for her life too. Basically, we asked her to give us, and God, a chance.

And just like that our journey with Ashley and her new Momma began.  Every two weeks they came to the clinic for an appointment.  And every two weeks we watched as this new mother fell more and more in love with her sweet baby girl.  Her mother hasn't asked Katherine or I to take her since her first appointment in the clinic.  Instead, each week she updates us on how well Ashley is doing.  One week she showed us pictures she had taken of Ashley.  Another week she sat Ashley down on the floor and showed us how she had learned to crawl.  This week she showed us how Ashley had learned to dance and clap.  When we met Ashley she was 7 months old and weighed 9 pounds.  Today she is 10 months old and weighs 13.42 pounds.  None of this has been easy for her new mother and yet she has truly embraced her new role.  I love that I have been able to watch this little girl grow, that I've been able to hug and kiss her mother every two weeks in the clinic.  I feel so honored to know that there is a group of people praying for both Ashley and her mother.  That there are kids and adults that collected the infant formula and rice cereal that have been vital to helping Ashley grow and developmentally progress.  The saying "it takes a village to raise a child" couldn't be more true!

it's the most wonderful time of the year...

Mango season is truly one of the most wonderful times of the year!  For 5 goud ($0.11) I can buy three mangoes in the village.  The kids are all convinced at this good price we should buy mangoes each and every afternoon!  Mangoes are a fruit that all my little friends love and something that is super refreshing after a long hot day.  There is nothing more fun than crowding into a small shaded space while sharing a bag of mangoes with the kiddos.  There really is no clean way to eat a mango so by the time we are done with the afternoon snack everyone is beyond sticky and bath time is mandatory.  It's always entertaining to watch as everyone tries to get the mango "hairs" out of their teeth. The younger kids give up quickly which means I get the "lucky" job of picking the mango hairs out of their teeth--it's a good thing they are cute and I love them!  This year while eating her first mango of the season Daniella lost her first tooth!  It was pretty traumatic for a while but she has since recovered and is loving the gap in her teeth!  Mango season brings with it lots of sticky hugs and kisses which I wouldn't pass up for anything!

Eating a mango is a GREAT way to get rid of the
loose teeth in your mouth!  Daniella lost her first tooth!

oceans

"You call me out upon the waters

The great unknown where feet may fail

And there I find you in the mystery

In oceans deep

My faith will stand

And I will call upon Your name

And keep my eyes above the waves

When oceans rise

My soul will rest in Your embrace

For I am Yours and You are mine

Your grace abounds in deepest waters

Your sovereign hand

Will be my guide

Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me

You've never failed and You won't start now 

So I will call upon Your name

And keep my eyes above the waves

When oceans rise

My soul will rest in Your embrace

For I am Yours and You are mine

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders

Let me walk upon the waters

Wherever You would call me

Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander

And my faith will be made stronger

in the presence of my Savior" 
~Oceans, Hillsong United~

I instantly fell in love with this song the first time I heard it.  Worship music is one of the ways where I feel the Lord truly speaks to me.  At first though, I couldn't get over the ending of the song "Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander."  If I was being truthful I'd tell you that's the last thing I really want, to be led into deeper waters.  There are so many days when I feel like the waves are literally crashing over me, and I can barely catch my breath, before another wave comes and pulls me under.  These are the moments in my life that I don't think I'll ever be able to forget.  Moments that have shaken me to the core.  

One specific moment was when I met a 19-month-old boy named Wonchel.  I remember how frail and lifeless he was.  How he looked at me and yet his eyes were vacant.  He had no energy and was barely able to stay awake during the appointment.  I remember watching as his mother removed layer after layer of clothing and I felt myself breaking piece by piece.  He weighed 12.67 pounds and was half way to being a 2 year old.  This little boy was hanging onto life by the tiniest thread.  Wonchel was quickly placed in our malnutrition program.  We sent him and his mother off with enough milk, fortified rice and beans, plumpy nut (peanut butter paste for severely malnourished children), and an appointment to return in two weeks.  None of this was "new" to me and yet this was one of those moments where, out of no where, it felt like a wave came and pulled me under.  For thirteen nights this little boy haunted me in my sleep.  I couldn't get the far off look that he had in his eyes out of my mind. 

After two weeks, his mother brought him to back to our clinic and it was instantly obvious that he had lost weight and wasn't doing well.  I watched as mom once again removed multiple layers of clothing.  I remember trying to hold back my tears as he was placed on the scale.  While mom was dressing Wonchel I talked with her.  I told her that I knew she hadn't given him the food we provided, and that I knew she wasn't telling me the truth.  She sat and fiddled with his little pair of red tennis shoes the entire time I talked with her.  Watching her fumble to put the shoes on his feet broke me, and caused me to kneel down in front of this momma.  I took the shoes from her hands and said "You will not need these because your son is going to die."  I took Wonchel from her lap and while dangling him in front of her simply asked if she loved her son?  If she wanted him to live? She wasn't able to make eye contact with me. She wasn't able to even answer the questions.  I took him and placed him right in front of her eyes and with tears in my eyes asked her to look at her son.  Look at how small his arms were, look at how he was barely able to hold his head, and look at how sick he was.  I told her that it wasn't up to me if this little boy was going to live, it was up to her.  I told her that I knew her life was more difficult than I could even imagine.  I told her that I loved her and that I knew God had a plan for not only her life, but for Wonchel's as well. I reminded her that He is a big God.  I remember watching as his mother walked out of our clinic and across campus.  I was drowning and I knew that there was absolutely nothing I could do for this little boy but pray.  And so I prayed both day and night.  I couldn't get the image of his shoes out of my mind.  These red shoes that were so new and yet would never be truly worn.

Two weeks later Wonchel and his mother returned to our clinic for another appointment.  I knew it was a miracle that this little boy was still alive.  His mother had a look of pride on her face when we weighed Wonchel and saw that he had gained 1.23 pounds.  I remember what it felt like to wrap my arms around this mother and to rejoice with her.  Week by week, this little boy gained weight, strength, and energy.  He went from a child that was barely able to hold his head up, to a child that was able to kick and scream in protest when he didn't want to get measured or weighed.  He went from a child that didn't have the energy to keep his eyes open, to a child that was able to sit, crawl, and stand on his own.  In five short months his body was restored right before our eyes.

Personally, I like to be in control. I don't want to be led "deeper than my feet could ever wander" because I know just how deep the waves can go.  I'm not ready to be pulled under again. And yet, I am so thankful that I serve a God that truly does lead me where I wouldn't normally go.  That even though there are, and will be, so many moments that I can't catch my breath, He is faithful. Ultimately through it all my faith will be made stronger.  Today, Wonchel graduated from our malnutrition program.  This little boy that stole my heart five months ago is now not only alive, but thriving.  

Click on the link below to listen to Oceans by Hillsong United! 

http://youtu.be/HSupcb4QpCY

snow days in haiti!

Nothing like a little "sledding" on a nice sunny day!  I love the moments I get to watch my kiddos simply be just kids.  I think the next challenge will be getting the kids to make a snowman out of dirt!  And I'm pretty sure their parents would look at me like I was absolutely crazy if I tried to teach them how to make "snow" angels!!  Feeling pretty blessed to have my "winter" days consist of lots of sunshine and 90 degree temperatures=)